Friday, January 09, 2004
It’s FRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDAY!
PHEW! I actually survived this full work week. When Monday began, I wasn’t sure that was a possibility. With all of the holidays lately, I had gotten really used to sitting on my ass all day, watching tv, jerking off, eating boxes and boxes of donuts. Oh wait…that’s what I did LAST night.
Tonight I am off to Splash bar. I haven’t been there in QUITE a long time. The lezzies in my life are feeling guilty, so they have offered to go out to a bar that would be of my liking for once. I thought it to be a nice gesture. Gesture. Gesticulation. Ation. Time for a new paragraph.
Last night I was able to coerce Little Poop into being held for awhile. Now he is totally addicted to the man love I have to offer. Every time I put him back in his cage, he would either squeak to be picked back up or would sit next to the glass, with our heads looking lovingly at each other. I think Colby (who is the definitive leader of the group) didn’t like all the attention that Little Poop was getting because at one point, he attacked the Little Poops and made him cry. I was NOT happy. If that happens again, Colby is going to be chilling out at Petland. He will NOT hurt my poopsie.
So…Splash it is! This bar is usually filled with many a muscleman, so tonight I must look good and be ready to work my charms. It’s always nice to have a big man to kiss and talk to for a while. Then tomorrow night is my anniversary celebration with Paul! He was a raging prick about it this morning, but my mood is too good to ruin. 4 years and he is still cunty. But that seems to be the way I like em. Don’t treat me like gold, or I will surely show you the door. A la the guy that has been stalking me since Thanksgiving.
Ari got me 4 new DVD’s for Christmas! The selection is as follows: The Shining, GO, National Lampoon’s Vacation, 28 Days Later. WOO HOO! I couldn’t BE more thrilled. I have so much to watch and I am proud to call these movies my own. My DVD collection is coming along just nicely. Thank you Ari! Great gift!
This is my 6th day without a cigarette. And wouldn’t you know it? I forgot to put the patch on this morning. I didn’t even realize until I got to the subway and then panic mode hit in. Well, now I HAVE to smoke today. I can’t get through 4 hours or work with no patch and no cigarette. I was about ready to run back to my apartment or to hit the closest CVS for a pack when I realized that this is NOT a crisis. I only work until 2pm today and I have enough confidence in myself that I can make it without either. I am a quitter and I love it!
The biggest challenge is going to come tonight when I get wasted for the first time since I quit. Definitely going to be hard, but I am ready for it. I wonder if I’ll feel better tomorrow when I wake up, having not smoked 2 packs of cigs. Twill be interesting.
Want to hear something sad?
Yesterday, my brother called me at work, but I was on my lunch break, so we didn’t get a chance to talk. Then he called my mother who was on a business trip, so he couldn’t talk to her either. After that he called my dad, who was away from his desk, and his girlfriend, who was at the gym. 4 phone calls from Baghdad and everyone was too busy to talk to him. Insert overtly sad music. Poor kid. Just come home now please.
Well, that’s it. Leaving work soon to have an anniversary lunch with my boy and then off to see my theatre professor from college. Random day, but totally ready for it.
Here comes the weekend!
Breathe it in as deeply as possible.
PHEW! I actually survived this full work week. When Monday began, I wasn’t sure that was a possibility. With all of the holidays lately, I had gotten really used to sitting on my ass all day, watching tv, jerking off, eating boxes and boxes of donuts. Oh wait…that’s what I did LAST night.
Tonight I am off to Splash bar. I haven’t been there in QUITE a long time. The lezzies in my life are feeling guilty, so they have offered to go out to a bar that would be of my liking for once. I thought it to be a nice gesture. Gesture. Gesticulation. Ation. Time for a new paragraph.
Last night I was able to coerce Little Poop into being held for awhile. Now he is totally addicted to the man love I have to offer. Every time I put him back in his cage, he would either squeak to be picked back up or would sit next to the glass, with our heads looking lovingly at each other. I think Colby (who is the definitive leader of the group) didn’t like all the attention that Little Poop was getting because at one point, he attacked the Little Poops and made him cry. I was NOT happy. If that happens again, Colby is going to be chilling out at Petland. He will NOT hurt my poopsie.
So…Splash it is! This bar is usually filled with many a muscleman, so tonight I must look good and be ready to work my charms. It’s always nice to have a big man to kiss and talk to for a while. Then tomorrow night is my anniversary celebration with Paul! He was a raging prick about it this morning, but my mood is too good to ruin. 4 years and he is still cunty. But that seems to be the way I like em. Don’t treat me like gold, or I will surely show you the door. A la the guy that has been stalking me since Thanksgiving.
Ari got me 4 new DVD’s for Christmas! The selection is as follows: The Shining, GO, National Lampoon’s Vacation, 28 Days Later. WOO HOO! I couldn’t BE more thrilled. I have so much to watch and I am proud to call these movies my own. My DVD collection is coming along just nicely. Thank you Ari! Great gift!
This is my 6th day without a cigarette. And wouldn’t you know it? I forgot to put the patch on this morning. I didn’t even realize until I got to the subway and then panic mode hit in. Well, now I HAVE to smoke today. I can’t get through 4 hours or work with no patch and no cigarette. I was about ready to run back to my apartment or to hit the closest CVS for a pack when I realized that this is NOT a crisis. I only work until 2pm today and I have enough confidence in myself that I can make it without either. I am a quitter and I love it!
The biggest challenge is going to come tonight when I get wasted for the first time since I quit. Definitely going to be hard, but I am ready for it. I wonder if I’ll feel better tomorrow when I wake up, having not smoked 2 packs of cigs. Twill be interesting.
Want to hear something sad?
Yesterday, my brother called me at work, but I was on my lunch break, so we didn’t get a chance to talk. Then he called my mother who was on a business trip, so he couldn’t talk to her either. After that he called my dad, who was away from his desk, and his girlfriend, who was at the gym. 4 phone calls from Baghdad and everyone was too busy to talk to him. Insert overtly sad music. Poor kid. Just come home now please.
Well, that’s it. Leaving work soon to have an anniversary lunch with my boy and then off to see my theatre professor from college. Random day, but totally ready for it.
Here comes the weekend!
Breathe it in as deeply as possible.
